{"id":1883,"date":"2013-10-07T20:08:09","date_gmt":"2013-10-08T01:08:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/bourdaghs.com\/blog\/?p=1883"},"modified":"2013-10-07T20:08:09","modified_gmt":"2013-10-08T01:08:09","slug":"the-music-of-hayakawa-yoshio-4-letter-to-my-father","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bourdaghs.com\/blog\/?p=1883","title":{"rendered":"The Music of Hayakawa Yoshio (4): &#8220;Letter to My Father&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>(In anticipation of the October 18, 2013 concert by Hayakawa Yoshio and Sakuma Masahide at the University of Chicago, over the next few weeks I will be posting a series of entries here introducing Hayakawa?s music. More information about the concert, which is free and open to the public, is available <a href=\"http:\/\/lucian.uchicago.edu\/blogs\/ajls2013\/\">here<\/a>.)<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/bourdaghs.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/10\/HayakawYoshio.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/bourdaghs.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/10\/HayakawYoshio.jpg\" alt=\"HayakawYoshio\" width=\"250\" height=\"251\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-1884\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bourdaghs.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/10\/HayakawYoshio.jpg 250w, https:\/\/bourdaghs.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/10\/HayakawYoshio-150x150.jpg 150w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 250px) 100vw, 250px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>?Letter to My Father??? ????????????????? appears on Hayakawa?s sixth solo album, <em>Uta wa uta no nai tokoro kara kikoete kuru<\/em> (Sony, 2000). Taking autobiographical materials as its source, the song explores a topic that Hayakawa also sometimes writes about in his published essays: his relations with his own family. Simultaneously elegiac and celebratory, the song explores the possibility that music can help us accomplish the work of mourning.<\/p>\n<p>Video of Hayakawa performing ?Letter to My Father??? in a television appearance:<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"420\" height=\"315\" src=\"\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/sTdYYrG9qjg\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>?Letter to My Father???<br \/>\n(Music and lyrics by Hayakawa Yoshio)<br \/>\nEnglish translation by Michael Bourdaghs<\/p>\n<p>Back in the days when my father was dating my mother<br \/>\nThat line Dad spoke in front of the shaved-ice caf?:<br \/>\n?I?ll wait here outside, so<br \/>\nYou go in by yourself and have some.?<\/p>\n<p>Such a funny dad<br \/>\nDrove me crazy, but I love him<br \/>\nThe same blood flows in me<\/p>\n<p>Hey, Dad, how you doing?<br \/>\nI?m still singing my songs<br \/>\nAbout that uncontrollable part inside of me<br \/>\nAbout those sad thoughts with nowhere to go<\/p>\n<p>Still don?t understand a thing<br \/>\nStill seeking out beauty<br \/>\nWish you could hear them, Dad<\/p>\n<p>Hey, Dad, there?s this great place in Hakone Okuyumoto<br \/>\nLet?s go soak in the hot springs and watch the moon together<\/p>\n<p>Me, I haven?t changed a bit, still a difficult person<br \/>\nNever feel the same as others do<br \/>\nNever go visit your grave, Dad<br \/>\nJust stare absentminded at the sky<\/p>\n<p>But it?s not as if you were<br \/>\nReally there beneath the black soil;<br \/>\nLook within each heart<\/p>\n<p>Hey, Dad, all those rituals and ceremonies, they?re just pointless, for show, right?<br \/>\nHey, Dad, how do I become a good person?<\/p>\n<p>Hey, Dad, I wish we?d shared more laughs, more heart-to-heart talks<br \/>\nHey, Dad, let?s take Mom to watch the fireworks again someday<\/p>\n<p>******<\/p>\n<p><em>?T??san e no tegami???<\/p>\n<p>Mukashi, t??san ga kaasan to deito shita toki<br \/>\nK??riya no mae de t??san ga itta serifu<br \/>\nWatashi wa soto de matte imasu kara<br \/>\nAnata dake tabete kinasai<\/p>\n<p>Sonna okashi na t??san ga<br \/>\nBoku wa komaru kedo suki da yo<br \/>\nOnaji chi ga nagarete iru<\/p>\n<p>Nee t??san, ogenki desu ka<br \/>\nAre kara boku wa uta o utattemasu<br \/>\nJibun no naka no te ni oenu bubun ya<br \/>\nYukiba no nai kanashimi ya omoi o<\/p>\n<p>Nani hitotsu wakatte nai kedo<br \/>\nUtsukushii mono o tsukamitakute<br \/>\nT??san ni mo kiite moraitakute<\/p>\n<p>Nee t??san, Hakone Okuyumoto ni ii onsen ga arunda<br \/>\nNee t??san, tsuki o minagara issho ni atatamar?? yo<\/p>\n<p>Aimokawarazu boku wa henkutsu na no de<br \/>\nHito to onaji kimochi ni narenai<br \/>\nT??san no hakamairi ni mo ikazu<br \/>\nBonyari to sora o nagametemasu<\/p>\n<p>Kurai tsuchi no naka ni t??san ga<br \/>\nNemutte iru wake wa nai<br \/>\nSorezore no kokoro no naka sa<\/p>\n<p>Nee t??san, arayuru gishiki wa wazatorashiku muda de kokkei na mono da yo ne<br \/>\nNee t??san, d??shitara boku wa sunao ni nareru no desh?? ka<\/p>\n<p>Nee t??san, motto uchitokete shimijimi to katari warai aitakatta<br \/>\nNee t??san, mata kaasan to issho ni hanabi o miy?? ne<\/em><\/p>\n<div class='shareinpost'><ul class=\"socialwrap row\"><li class=\"iconOnly\"><a  rel='nofollow'  target='_blank'  title='Bookmark this post : The Music of Hayakawa Yoshio (4): &#8220;Letter to My Father&#8221; 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